Sorry i haven't been updating.. and thanks to several new watchers even though i'm not that active anymore more T___T but it is much appreciated

i haven't been been updating.... because you could say that my "passion" for art slowly died out. I cried and cried because i couldn't draw something when i put a pencil in hand and a piece of paper in front of me. and no, it wasn't an art block. I couldn't bring myself to put the pencil down on the paper. i just couldn't and it hurt and this was definitely not an art block. it's because i had planted somewhere in the back of my brain that i can't draw and go to art school, and negative people and haters  pushed that thought to the front of my brain.
i went through hard times (like getting my flute stolen, finding out that a childhood friend got cancer, and etc...) and i cried so much the last couple of weeks, but i started recovering yesterday, and my "passion" for art started to stir up a  little. i was so happy and didn't waste a minute. This was the first time i drew in MONTHS. precisely 3 months. a quarter of an year. But i don't know if this feeling will stay... but hopefully it will.

ANYWHOOOO. i hope everyone is having a good school year so far can't wait for halloween!!

-dolphinsm